im stuck in misery of my life !

things always be not fair to me !
family , friend also boyfie !
what kind of life im pass all my time since baby till now ??
you ,you ,you !
the most annoying boy now in my life after my fucking brother
thing came different since you move to other place ,
you really make me sick being sad all the time
evrything that i do , always gone wrong in your eyes dear .
APA LAGI KAU NAK ?
AKU SAKED KAU TAK PEDULI !
KAU TAU NA MARAH AKU SAJA SYG ,
im sick ,
sick enough because of you ,
now im start to think that ,boy is fucking annoying human in my life !
you ruin everything that i have :(:(
all because of you BOY !
syg , why dont you just be nice to me even for a week ?
im tired with tears that falls everytime when you say smthing like ``pegy mampos lah , butuh lah , sasau apa kau ni ? ,penipu , pergi lah kau layan kawankawan kau ``
ty fer making me sad all this time syg :):)